okay everybody just so you know soon i might be changing to a more recent s/n because i lost alot of stuff for Llyias this is really the only thing now.  Well anyways my screen names are

Maki

Rinweithiel

Xil 

dont know which i will use.  Maybe xil.  who knows....ooo just so you know its not yet though

Currently Playing Fallen By Evanescence Hello see related

oh boy did i feel like shit today.  I think i am getting sick and i am trying to find out someway that i can make myself look boyish for the play.  I tried a hat...makeups i cant do it...i need help.  I cry soundly at night as to not disturb others.  Hey i drugged myself last night and today!  I still cant take more tylenol even though i have a huuuuggge headache.  I might anyways.  Oh well life sucks like a bag of chips.  I cant think of anything poetic.  Sigh what a dilema.  I wanted to go see and talk to you all after school and maybe walk around with grego a bit but i felt like i was gonna pass out so i ran home.  Well i didnt run but i walked reeeeeaaally slowly thinking about the barrier.  Oh never mind about that.  looong story that soon will hurt many people.  I should shut up now.

So what is this thing with Meridith, Bethany and Sara Seager?  Its so confusing!  People have so many stories arg!  Ah my mom wont let me stay home tomorrow because of the rehersal.  I cant stand it!!!!  grrrr this sucks so much.  Um....boy woo. 

``I was just wondering...

~~hm?

``Everybody here has bleached hair and loose socks. 

~~well isnt that how you dress?

``Yeah but i thought those things made me different.

I dont know why that quote popped into my head.  It is from something called Ceres which is some goddess.  Oh well its good.  Oh crap my head!!!!!  really bad headache.  Umm...schwooo i feel like typing more but there is nothing to talk about.  My life sucks so much.  Lets see i will count the days until my birthday,

31-5=26+12=38 more days until my birthday!  you hear that....only 38 shopping days left!  You better get out there now before the shelves are bare!  That means 40 days until valentines day.  Who knows if i will be single or still with Greg by then.  Only god.  Oh i wrote this on a tylenol high...

The father looked down at his son compassionatley and said "Drink well for this shall be the last."  The child just looked at his father innocently and replied "In whose eyes?"  The father hid his eyes to hide the tears flowing from them.  "In the eyes of god."

Today it was raining because god didnt want us to go to school.  Yawn its only 9:43.  maybe ill drinky more water or i will do something about this pounding headache.  Tylenol!  Tylenol!  Tylenol!  Hey the lower case L and the one look exactly alike.  1l1l1l1l1l1l1l1l1l1l1l1l1l1l1l1l which is which?  ha ha ha ah aha ha aha ha ah!a

Currently Watching Serial Experiments - Lain: Navi (Layers 1-4) see related

umm.....god am i depressed.  I have been sitting and thinking all the time every since seeing lain.  Its a show.  Sigh...i dont know why and this weird design keeps popping into my head.  Its a bleeding eye being held in a large man's hand.  There is this half star under it and these beems of light just swirling around it.  im confused.    Signh so depressed.  i dotn want to go to school tomorrow.

~~tell me a story...please tell me a story?  Come on tell me a story..

``what kind of story would you like?

~~umm...one i dont know about!

``but there is nothing you dont know lain.  Alright how abou this?  The past is not just a series of events all on a time line.  They are connected.  Nothing ever starts though unless a prophecy starts them

``But who connects them and who makes the prophecies?

Currently Watching Tokyo Babylon see related

um.  boy am i bored.  Well i dont know what to say.  Oh yeah i am now in the middle of my rpg MIDNIGHT!!!!!!!  woot yup.   god am i bored.  The last samurai is really good for people who are into the japanese.  Watashi wa baka.  Wait!  Watashi wa Kawaii!!!!!  yup oh i flatter myself too much.  Oh i have another online thing at blurty.com.  Its http://www.blurty.com/users/llyias 

yeah thats it.  this isnt a link/  Why is it doing this to me?  boo hoo i see you!

Well im going to the movies with grego in about an hour and talking to nate and lauren for some strange reason.  Why are none of you on!  grrr im so angry.  WEll i am bored and all twitchy because my life has no purpose!  The lord of the rings movies are all out!  I have no further reason to live.  I must kill myself!  um never mind.  Yesterday i went to a japanese steakhouse called ichiban (for all of youse non bilingual it means #1) well i got the shrimp hibachi.  sooo yummy ^-^.  well they cooked it right in front of us and little erin screamed her bloody head off!  Then he used this stuff and it was inside a bottle shaped like a boy.  Well i thought it was just decoration but when he pulled its pants down it squirted out of his ass!  lol it was sooooo funny. 

Then he tried to do this thing with his hat and an egg but he messed up and it cracked on the oven.  then he made all this flame come up inside an onion tower and my sis blew it out because i was trying to calm down the weee erin.  Umm...what else what else.  Happy new years!  i havnt talked to any of youse since last year.  god im tired.  I wont be able to be alive through the movie.  I am hungry.